IVE BEEN PLANNING THIS WEDDING FOR SO LONG THAT I CANT TELL IF EVERYTHING IS UGLY OR IF EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL AND I DON’T REMEMBER WHAT I LIKE AND ALL I CAN SEE IS BURLAP AND LACE AND PUMPKINS
weddings are so strange and contrived and maybe in the moment things feel sort of sweet or spontaneous but what’s weird is that behind all that spontaneity there was probably a bride orchestrating how she wanted all her guests to spontaneously show their joy
the bride buys birdseed and gives it to friends to give to guests to throw at the bride and groom
this whole thing is so weird
i do not feel great tonight
I am really sad today, guys
Pray in sorrow, pray in anger, pray in joy; pray, pray, pray.
Pray until Heaven responds, and the Earth is restored to holiness; Pray until Christ wipes away our tears, and puts to death sin once and for all.
I am going to take a long shower and then I’m going to watch mean girls and paint my nails and drink coffee and if you want to call me that might be good